We've been acquaintances for a few years. We share a mutual
friend and our interaction has always been within the context of a platonic friendship.
I have never been attracted to him physically. I love my man well built and
solid with a lot of meat on him. He has a very fragile frame that defies his
abilities in the bed. A couple months ago, he informed me that he was going to
be traveling in my area, and ironically his fiancée lives close by too. I did
not know what to make of it one way or the other. I really did not have any
intentions to smash but he made it very clear that he wanted to get it in. When
he showed me a video of his 9.5 inch dick I could not resist.
We went out for dinner the first time with my girlfriend and
her date. I had planned for it to be just the two of us but she interjected and
I was kind of glad she did because then I was able to just talk casually with
him and keep it friendly. But all that went out the window when I was tipsy after we left the salsa lounge and OMG I just wanted
to feel his tongue on my clit. He had been touchy feely with em all night and even my girl was wondering what was up because she was aware that he was taken. I was so hot that we pulled over in the parking lot
of a synagogue, sorry Yahweh, and he put an eating on me like I had never had
in my life! Now the Aquarian has met his match! I swear I came so hard that I
was satisfied with just a head job, a rare for me. But his flag was at full
mast so I just could not resist. I jumped right on the saddle and rode it until
we were mutually satisfied.
I couldn’t wait to have more of him and I sure as hell did.
There were times when we were together and could not take advantage of each
other. Once our significant others found out about each other’s existence it kind
of changed things. I remember an occasion when the Boss Man had come down to
watch me do my show and sat beside me for hours. Something he never did before,
but I assume he did so because SJ was there. The week before, he had showed up
unannounced and left just as quickly as he came. He had no idea I would have
been there. No one was supposed to be there, but I had a meeting with the
studio managers and brought SJ with me. I found out later that he has remote access to the cameras in the studio and
surmised that he without a doubt saw me there with SJ so he popped by real quick just
to show me that he saw me.
SJ’s girlfriend now, I actually shook hands with her. One
night I picked him up to take him out to the club and I had no idea she was
there. He neglected to inform me and so I had to put up my best front after the quick intro and ask
her why she wasn't coming with us. She claimed that he did not invite her and I
gave him a mean look. I saw her looking at me too like she was trying to map out her competition because yes I was dressed in sexy club wear. Women know. And she knew what time it was. I asked him when we were on our own if she didn't mind
him going out with me. He said no, she did not because she went out with male
friends too. I brought him right back without even touching him. After that, Miss Thing kept a tight lid
on his going out. While she was out of town I was able to have my way with him.
And God did I have my way. Once I lost count of how many times I came, he said
it was about six. But other than weeknights I was not able to have him the way
I wanted to. His last week here, she returned home sooner than she had planned
and pretty much had him locked down right up to his departure. She had me
cussing in my head, remarking on her iniquitous manner of holding his dick
hostage when he was in fact community property! After he landed he called me to
tell me that he was sorry he couldn't say goodbye to me properly. He offered to
make it up to me when I come to visit him. I plan to do so next month. And God
I can’t wait to feel him in me again. But now, I am having cold feet.
I like SJ a lot. As a friend. We have a good rapport and get
along great. We see eye to eye on most issues. But lately, things have changed.
He calls me beautiful all the time. All
the time. And at first I would just brush it off but it is clear that his
attraction is much deeper than what I assumed was lip service. He recently
admitted to me that he was really feeling me. I asked him, feeling me how? He
replied that we just connected on so many levels. I agree. We did. But I just
can’t get over my mental obstacles. I enjoy his company, and I enjoy the sex,
but I am not attracted to him. I know he was having doubts about being with his fiancee as he had complained about her being very immature. That conversation came out of nowhere and it caught me off-guard So since then I figured that he was probably fishing, looking for an exit. And because we hit it off so great that exit would most likely be me, if I allowed it. But he gathered that I wouldn't. I told him that it was too bad he was taken, and
he responded saying that it was too bad I don’t want to be tied down in a
relationship. I had this conversation with him before. I explained that I was
at a point in my life where I was experiencing my own Renaissance and for me to
attach myself to any one man at this stage would probably hinder my growth. I
like how my life is evolving and I enjoy each and every one of my relationships,
familial or platonic. An exclusive romantic relationship would impede the newfound
growth and freedom of expression that I have. For the first time in my life, I
can say I am happy being by myself. All I want is some good company and some
good dick for now. And I found that in him. But if these feelings persist, I
must desist.
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